George Sibble

A Little Too Much Truth

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Being A Man

Many people on this planet think that being a man means that I am emotionally vapid, incapable of understanding myself or others. Devoid of love, joy, sadness, or freedom. That I don’t cry. This couldn’t be further from the truth.

Men know emotion just as deeply as our female sisters. We are simply trained never to demonstrate most of its glamour. We are expected to be nothing but dependable, stalwart lighthouses in a never-ending storm. Tears spell doom and frighten even our closest friends and family. From an early age we are called “cry-babies” and later “pussies” or “fags” while women are told that sharing their emotions with each other is key to their growth as individuals.

If only we men had that large a support group. I am incredibly jealous.

The comedian Bill Burr explains it well. He says that men die earlier than women due to the emotions that we have to bury deep within...

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The Past

I have never understood why people throw out photos of old romantic relationships.

Well, that’s not quite true. Let me start over.

I am not one of those people.

My past has been filled with pain. Endless pain. Suffering and depression beyond belief. Private pain suffered in silence, rarely shared with anyone, even those closest to me. Deep depression. Mental anguish caused by mental illness.

The rarest of memories to me are the happy moments captured on film. And the happiest of times were those spent in romance. So I have always kept the pictures. Tiny, priceless mementos, fleeting glimpses of a happy life like satellite pictures of icebergs melting as they drift south from the arctic.

I have kept the photos, whether print or digital, close to me always and I have found them a source of strength.

Are not our romantic relationships the experiences that define us most as people? Are...

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The Greatest Economic Crime

For most people, time does equal money under most circumstances. These people are paid for the effort they put into a problem, not the solution to that problem. Examples are hourly and salaried workers which comprise the vast majority of the workforce.

For the select few, including the one percent, we are compensated differently. We are paid for the solution, not for the effort. If a solution takes a day or a year, we are compensated the same amount. This difference means that time does not equal money, since the compensation is the same but time investment is differential.

Instead, a combination of knowledge and effort equals money. And interestingly, time contributes towards both. Knowledge is acquired through time including that spent outside of that applied directly to the problem at hand.

The effort invested is also interesting because unlike jobs where you are compensated for...

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American Pride and Jealousy

A conversation I had with a friend earlier today reminded me of how frightened I am regarding the future of this once great country.

To summarize, she asked:

“Isn’t it a shame that the CEO of Aetna makes $30,000,000 a year? That’s a sickening amount of money. That’s why premiums are so high. So rich people like him can run around with all of this money.”

When did it become so out of style to earn you and your family great wealth in a country whose economy is predicated upon the urge to earn you and your family great wealth?

Isn’t that the basis of a free market economy? Isn’t that the driving force?

I often turn to comedians for answers to such deep questions. I forget who said it but recently one said that when he was a child, he would walk around his neighborhood with his father. There was a rich man down the block who owned a Rolls Royce....

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Insecure Ecosystems

“A company can spend hundreds of thousands of dollars on firewalls, intrusion detection systems and encryption and other security technologies, but if an attacker can call one trusted person within the company, and that person complies, and if the attacker gets in, then all that money spent on technology is essentially wasted.” -Kevin Mitnick

House of Cards is one of my favorite shows because I feel that it is probably the closest approximation to what real Washington politics is actually like. I firmly believe the reality is even more frightening than what is portrayed in the show due to rampant corruption (whether “legal” or not through campaign finance law), which has yet to be portrayed, and the fact that Frank Underwood has absolutely no sense whatsoever regarding the power of information.

Frank seems to act entirely based upon things that he and his...

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1 + 1 = 3

It’s a general rule of thumb in my life that everything can be explained by mathematics once you get to a high enough level of understanding regarding a subject.

My mother once told me a joke which I have found to be eminently true throughout life:

“Biologists think they are chemists. Chemists think they are physicists. Physicists think they are mathematicians. And mathematicians think they are Gods.”

Today, we will be applying math to one of life’s most fun and yet challenging subjects: dating.

Now, it is to be noted that I am a straight male so all of this will be told from a straight male’s perspective, but it is easily applied to any dating philosophy.

I was lying in bed once with a woman I was dating getting ready for sleep when I remembered that I needed to purchase something on Amazon. This was quite an important purchase and, being forgetful as a goldfish, I quickly grabbed my...

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The Crazy Ones

“Here’s to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They’re not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. But the only thing you can’t do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.”

-Apple Slogan by Rob Siltanen with participation of Lee Clow

There is an experience unfolding in my backyard that is bringing me closer to humanity than any experience involving humans ever could.

I moved into my new place in Potrero Hill in San Francisco on July 8th. Somewhere around exactly that time, a stray cat gave birth to a litter of at...

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Float Like A Butterfly

“I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.” -Nelson Mandela

Robin Williams, one of the greatest comedians of all time, was found dead today of apparent suicide.

Perhaps more than most, I am not surprised.

The man was gifted, a true genius. A monarch butterfly amongst moths. He brought love and laughter to hundreds of millions of people. Joy to so many. But apparently not himself.

Today was deeply troubling for me because this is a demon I face myself, directly, every single minute of every single hour of every single day.

Those of you who know me personally know that I spend lots of time, energy, and money on those around me. I go to great lengths to entertain them, make them laugh, and spread joy and love. I am blessed with wonderful friends, a successful...

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Don’t Read the Manual

I am an audiophile. I absolutely love music and its many nuances. Personally, I believe that the true emotional beauty of music only shines through on lossless quality recordings (or on DSD streams which are recordings at significantly higher sampling rates than standard CDs) played back on very high end equipment. Even my friends who have come over to my home tend to agree. A devastating piece by Sigur Ros or the latest beats from Lady Gaga are simply not given their due on those tinny piece of crap headphones that Apple includes, nor the laughably terrible Beats headphones, which are merely a fashion accessory, or even the basic high end Bowers & Wilkins portables they sell at the Apple Store.

You need to get into brands that you’ve never heard of that cost an insane amount of money to really hear music.

Revel. Questyle. Audeze. Bladelius. Simaudio. Paradigm. Focal. Sonus...

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“It is strange to be known so universally and yet to be so lonely.”

-Albert Einstein

Author’s Note

I am using the word “I” here as a generic CEO, not as myself.

Dearest Employees-

I think you should know by now that I love you all. But I would love for you to understand a little more about my job as CEO.

These are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. We are exploring strange new worlds and seeking out new civilizations. We are boldly going where no one has gone before.

I am the captain, and you are the crew. I will work very, very hard to earn your respect. I will do my absolute best to serve as a guide and a steady rock through our trials and tribulations. But understand, I am human. I make mistakes. I screw up. I get sick. I am exhausted. And all of you, your lives, your families lives, your children’s lives, and my own life, depends upon one...

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